No use having a blog. I screw up everything even when I don't intend too. I will go through the paces. Do what I need to do and no more. I know I am right in my feelings and I know the pain I feel and I am tired of pain. I didn't deserve to be treated this way. I am not an alcoholic mom, a drug mom, a whoring mom, a boyfriend every nite mom. No I was an everything else mom. But that doesn't count for shit. So bye. Hope things are better for you